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Thursday, August 31st, 2006
9:33 am	if you know me, you know i don't take stress well... any one want to lend me $400? i'll pay you back on october 1-10... haha i'm not too worried anymore, but yeah? (don't wanna lay here no more)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
7:04 pm	i'm listening to jimmey eat world and i'm going to be all sad and stuff nah. but anyway, i've read some books, i read a philip k dick called "confessions of a crap artist" and it was very good. my good god, yes. i'm trying to simultaneously read Ayn's "The Romantic Manifesto," Hugo's "Les Miserable," Dostoeyevsky's "The Idiot," and Kafka's "The Castle." It's an interesting challenge. i got off work early today. i've been writing songs like a fucking, like, like a fucking songwriting demon. examples follow. THE WHITE TORCH bleeding phosphorous onto the pavenebt your skin is cracking between your fingertips burning brightly down in a blaze of glory vacate vacate the system restless in your alibis a white torch flares in a carriage-drawn vacuum rays of reflected light bouncing off your face passing the buck the torch stops here vacate vacate the system restess in your alibis THE SACRIFICE the sun splits two ways into a right-hand bedroom this hole inside me has been filled with anger i seek to grind somebodie's face into the ground i've belonged to all the fake fucking platitudes that have raked my heart through make the shell outside me start to sag so i can shine to rape the martyr makes a sacrifice to rape in a run down lean-to the martyr makes his sacrifice his life for the love of a trophy wife and alchohol and alchohol and alchohol and alchohol and alchohol and alchohol and rage and anger against everything beautiful that he can see to rape the murderers sacrifice to rape in a run down lean-to breaking out, breaking up, breaking down, but never broken in the goddess inside of you the martyr inside of me combine in explosive force to rekindle our beauty BLOWHARD(this song's old lyric wise, but new music wise) candles and air pressure candles burning friendly in the daytime freezing to my face it knows; i took a step back and my feet, my feet tripped forward a little blow it was too late, the flames creep down down my arms, up my legs between my pubic bone caves blow throwing flaming matchsticks like spears to the ground and a perfect girl, with brown hair was walking slow slow slow motion i froze and she smiled blow it was too late, the flames creep down down my arms, up my legs between my pubic bone caves blow one day she said: "you were never as warm to me as that day so long long long ago" and then she rotated towards me "i was frozen, burning in the cold. you thawed my heat. you knew the trick, you!.. blow hard." Current Music: J.E.W. long ending song on clarity (2 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
4:24 pm	glory at the end of the week, with hippies vs. bums on the streets, and gangs vs. gangs at the other end of the street. a night in debauch and of music. a day of orbsnotorbs, and theresnothingicandoit'satotaleclipseoftheheart's. and not the zoo. a new song, adesperate feverish mind, an aching for forward motion. new yet not new, changed yet not changed. and prince. Current Mood: the library (don't wanna lay here no more)
Monday, March 27th, 2006
12:11 am	bored... as... fuck it seems like my life is getting more and more boring. i'm watching enterprise, for chrissakes. fuckin hell, i wish i had a life. SO I AM HAVING A MOVE IN/MOVE OUT PARTY ON SATURDAY, APRIL 1ST, YOU BETTER GO, MOTHERFUCKERS. DETAILS LIE BEHIND THIS PHONE NUMBER: 503-236-8136. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Archers Of Loaf: "Fabricoh" (don't wanna lay here no more)
Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
7:01 pm	fuck me sideways but geoff is posting on GASP! livejournal. i'm not very good at expelling my thoughts, it's true. i just finished '93 by Victor Hugo, and it was FARKCING AWESOME. also party friday the 13th, and rave plus drugs saturday the 14th and i am going to try to get stoned in a moment here, that may not work, but i'm doin alllllright so far. i don't hate my job at all, it gives me an excuse to read up on philosophy, i.e. who to reject, who to grab aspects of and leave the rest, and the perfect(ayn rand, haha). so yeah, i'm pretty good. i should look for a girl that i respect, and that i could be with. Current Mood: la la love you pretty baby Current Music: pixies: "hey" (don't wanna lay here no more)
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
2:18 am	some quotes that help me remember that the world is rational "did you really think we want those laws observed?" said Dr. Ferris. "We want them to be broken. You'd better get it straight that it's not a bunch of boy scouts you're up against... We're after power and we mean it... There's no way to rule innocent men. The only power any government has is the power to crack down on criminals. Well, when there aren't enough criminals one makes them. One declares so many things to be a crime that it becomes impossible for men to live without breaking laws. Who wants a nation of law-abiding citizens? What's there in that for anyone? But just pass the kind of laws that can neither be observed nor enforced or objectively interpreted – and you create a nation of law-breakers – and then you cash in on guilt. Now that's the system, Mr. Reardon, that's the game, and once you understand it, you'll be much easier to deal with." Ayn Rand "Atlas Shrugged" 1957 "The spread of evil is the symptom of a vacuum. Whenever evil wins, it is only by default: by the moral failure of those who evade the fact that there can be no compromise on basic principles." Ayn Rand "Capitalism: The Unknown Ideal" 1966 "The [U.S.] Constitution is a limitation on the government, not on private individuals ... it does not prescribe the conduct of private individuals, only the conduct of the government ... it is not a charter for government power, but a charter of the citizen's protection against the government."  Ayn Rand "The Objectivist Letters"       "Manufacturing and commercial monopolies owe their origin not to a tendency imminent in a capitalist economy but to governmental interventionist policy directed against free trade and laissez faire." Ludwig Von Mises "If some peoples pretend that history or geography gives them the right to subjugate other races, nations, or peoples, there can be no peace." Ludwig Von Mises       "Economically considered, war and revolution are always bad business." Ludwig Von Mises Current Mood: awake Current Music: none (4 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
2:15 pm	fuck so i just got laid off again. shit (2 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
12:45 pm	IT'S MY MOTHERFUCKING BIRTHDAY BITCHES!! (1 helping hand | don't wanna lay here no more)
Friday, March 4th, 2005
8:22 pm	i'm writing a story and when i'm done i can email it to you if you ask, so ask me, and give me your email. in other news, nothing's really going on, my list of firsts is now down to 7 from 12(in less than 2 months!). remember i'll keep an update on that one. if you really want to know what they are, i'll tell you, but i just don't think it warrants public posting. so yeah, that's me in the last couple whatever. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: godspeed you! black emperor (2 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Monday, February 21st, 2005
9:13 pm	THIS ONE'S OLD, but it's one of my favorites. the end in the orchard we saw shines like the morning light when evening is setting in what was good in life and the green hatred that festers is robbing this air of it's life i live down here down in this room i chain myself to fear, or the wall, or both breathing in my jealousy it's piped in like disney muzak inhale and taste life life in a dark room where you can't see out i still manage to offend those walking outside in this orchard i saw a star burn through the earth waving as it went ready to slumber til another day days are sequential, an annoyance for sure so that today happens, and sure enough tomorrow happens right after but i don't want it to i want that star to hang then i can bask in this air this perfect air for living and not wishing to burn with that star until it's dark in here too. three faces plus mine we could live and die in one sunset i wouldn't even care Current Mood: somber Current Music: "athousandwastedhoursaday,justtofeelmyheartforasecond" (don't wanna lay here no more)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
6:17 pm	deadly boredom GOD, i'm so bored i might stab my self just so i'll have to get the stab wound fixed up. okay probably not. anyway, i'm bored, INSTANT MESSAGE ME, an empty apology or email me, six.seis.roku@gmail.com or mail me a phone, and then call me. or send me a letter bomb, thaT would be a break from monotony ah crap, just shoot me now. Current Mood: as possible Current Music: The Cure: how much loooonger can i hoowl into this wiiiiiind (don't wanna lay here no more)
Sunday, February 13th, 2005
8:20 pm	blag i had a really good weekend. but now i feel like shit. it's been a really long time since i've felt this fucking emotional. it sucks. what really helps is that it's valentine's day #21 spent alone. enough bitching, i don't post enough for this type of thing. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: tears for fears: "mad world" (don't wanna lay here no more)
Friday, February 4th, 2005
12:06 am	i rule everthing/ . so there . Current Mood: awake Current Music: Frodus: "45 REVolutions" (3 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Sunday, January 16th, 2005
6:50 pm	courtesy of cheryl You can ask me 6 questions. Any six no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn you have to post this message in your own journal and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you. So go ahead and ask me any 6 questions. Current Music: wu-rang clan: "triumph" (10 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Monday, May 10th, 2004
9:16 am	list of people i like: +my roommates(off and on, hah) +becca stone +amy shepard +solame kids +ariel +emiliano +brian +josh robertson +jed maybe more if i can think of them, but everyone else is dumb, and or has turned into a lamoid(hipsters, scenesters, not talk to me-ers) aren't you all so glad i posted this here? haha Current Mood: bored Current Music: the butthole surfers: "chewin on george lucas' chocolate" (12 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Friday, January 9th, 2004
11:54 pm	you all suck because you haven't called me. so there. 503-233-7129 Current Mood: sick but good always Current Music: my new band in my head. (4 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Friday, December 26th, 2003
3:55 pm	hey. call me at my house. 1-503-233-7129. see ya. (don't wanna lay here no more)
Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
10:09 pm	Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. (6 helping hands | don't wanna lay here no more)
Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
2:25 pm	so does anyone need a roommate in potland, or know someone who does? Current Mood: happy Current Music: dear ephesus: "a posthumous publication of his memoirs" (don't wanna lay here no more)
Monday, November 10th, 2003
12:08 pm	Independence is the only gauge of human virtue and value. What a man is and makes of himself; not what he has or hasn't done for others. There is no substitute for personal dignity. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: cursive: the game of who needs who the worst (don't wanna lay here no more)